Know ME!

2011-04-13T01:52:00.004+08:00

Back from Taiwan!!! =)

2011-01-17T02:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

I don't know what to do with my future! What course to take, what career suits me and ultimately, what I want in Life!

Shit, I think I'm running a fever. Go away please! Bf had fever this afternoon and evening, thanks to me, he was better than ever by night. =) so proud of myself. And now, I feel feverish. =(

I need a job. Need to earn lots of money. I want to get my own place, a nice cozy little condominium apartment preferably at harbor front. I love my home, but I just want to own a property even if I don't even intend to shift in. Feels good to know I have another home that I can plan my sweet, romantic escape with my husband in future when I'm happily married. HAH! =)

I hope everything turns out well this A levels. If not, I'll regret not going for university in Australia this year February.

Need sleep now. Cold's getting worst. Oh gawd! So want to have fun tomorrow but I guess I'll stay home to sleep the whole day. Miss lazing around with bf the whole day at home.
Nights/Morning.

2011-01-11T02:55:00.002+08:00

Know what I love shopping for most? And the worst craving I always have when shopping?

ITS BEDSHEETS!!!

800 TC and I'll go " WOW! I WANT IT! "

at the same time my hands couldn't help but continue fondling with the smoooooth surface of the silky-like sample sheet.

Favourite colour? BEIGE!

It's such a creamy colour I couldn't resist!

A plain luxurious design would be wonderful!

LOVE BEDSHEETS, QUILT COVERS especially!

And PILLOWS!

Currently, I own 2 quilts, a feather one(single) and a silk one(queen size). And 4 pillows, gel, featherss and a simmons one which I dont know its filling but it's sooo comfy!!

I told my mom when I finally get a house on my own, I'll own a perfect huge 'puffy' bed with loads of pillows and nice quilt and at least a hundred set of bedsheets, quilt covers and pillow cases! HA! JUST LOVE THEM!

So random! nights!

My promise to myself to sleep punctually at 10pm was long broken.

I can't keep promises. =(

2011-01-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MEETING HIM EVERYDAY!

2011-01-05T03:41:00.003+08:00

I'm finally done with the Bachelor pad! Awesome show really! BUT, it's definitely deceiving!! Relationships can be soooo fake, so different from the behind-the-scenes! Like pretend to be couple to get the money=crap! Luckily for me, it's real. =) perhaps. No one can be sure of anything in this shitty world that's full of disappointment!

Seriously, I've had enough of late nights, or rather early morning. My eye bags are weighing more each night and and and my dark eye rings are intensifying! GAWD worst still, I'm not doing anything! Soooo, I've decided that I'll start sleeping at 10pm every night! I hope I'll succeed!

Why had 2011 come so soon? I've yet to complete anything. All the promises I've made to myself was a mess-nothing accomplished!

Found a job? NO.

Resume piano lessons? NO.

Done some reading? NO.

Did any research? NO.

Did anything productive? NO.

Had fun? YES. =( awwww that's probably the only thing I can say yes to.

Anyway, could and can are so confusing. My grammar just suck. Poor foundation = You're gonna fail your gp. =( times ten! I want to improve my English sooo badly! I want to have zero grammar mistakes, zero spelling mistakes, all chim words, deep insights, and whatsoever. When will that day come? Probably 60 if I read every waking second of my life! That will never happen. Urgh!

Feeling lethargic already!!! NIGHTS! SWEET DREAMS!

2011-01-04T20:10:00.004+08:00

Hello there! 2011 FINALLY!!! Wave goodbye to a horrible 2010 filled with failures and much tears less joy and WELCOME 2011, a potential year for success and my happily ever after!!!

Unfortunately, countdown for 2011 was miserable. =( spent that day watching despicable me at home with my sis. Clique? NAH! Was supposed to have a nice little countdown in a pub with live band but the plan was dismissed and a new last min plan was in place-to Mich's house, which I can't join cause my grandpa just passed away the week before.

Luckily all these took place in the year of 2010, and 2011 is gonna be a whole different thing all together! =)

It's 2011 and I STILL LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AS MUCH, maybe EVEN MORE!
So random!

More to blog about after I have had my dinner! So hungry!

2010-12-19T19:00:00.002+08:00

SO BUSY THIS WEEK!
Right after the chalet, I had to rush to unpack the used clothes from chalet and fresh clothes for a shopping trip in M'sia. Malls there are huge! but somehow the prices are similar to those in S'pore. So sometimes I wonder why people shop there rather than here. A change of environment perhaps? There's many new malls there but I'd rather not be cramped up in a car for an hour or so braving traffic jams, they're disgusting! Not that I didn't enjoy the trip, I love the massage, food and shopping, but to travel all the way there??

Now that I'm back, I feel lost, that my life have suddenly lost its purpose. There's this sudden urge to find things to do, meaningful things. Then agn, there's so many that I can never complete. Maybe I just don't know where to and how to start. Life sucks! Maybe I just want to procrastinate and spend time with that someone I missed for 2 days, but he's sooo busy that he seemed uninterested that I'm back, not even replying to messages. Again I wondered, if it was only me who misses and not be missed. Perhaps I was wrong that how I feel will be reciprocated. Like what my friends have advice, I think I probably should start to have a life on my own and not stick together with him like he's going to be my forever. At least when things go sour, I won't feel alone.

Hmmmm. What should I start doing first? Researching on potential uni courses seems so far fetched as the results won't be out till march. On my 'sales'? Somehow, I'm super not motivated to do it. I feel as though I'm getting no where and I'm wasting my time on it. My Sharon, I need you to push me. I guess I like the easy way out but I so know that there's no such short cut if one wants to succeed. So... GO ME! hahaha! Sounds weird. I shall read my mails after this and get started a little! Next on the list will be my ' Improving my English challenge (well, kind of)'. It's getting nowhere! Though I've started on a book, it feels like it is going to take forever to finish it! I'm only at the 200th pages and there's still 400 more to go! I'm reading like a slow poke, which is why I'm reading, hoping to improve my speed in the for my TEST! Oh and vocabulary! It's so important but it's at the furthest end of my head now. Can't I be more organized!

Somehow, reflecting and typing this down consoled me, that I no longer feel lost. Just make sure I remind myself again and again that Love's not all. And if I want to be somebody, or least survive and have a future, I should depend on no one but myself. This I already knew but it's so hard to pull yourself away from someone you've already grown so attached to. So friends who are reading this, date me kay! When I'm free that is! If not feeling free urges my mind to wander and I'll be terribly upset and be all lost again.

I've so got to be more than that. More than the Me I'm so comfortable with. Though reluctant to wave goodbye, I must for an encouraging future awaits! YES to a more motivated and independent Macadia! YES!

2010-12-14T17:26:00.010+08:00

CHALET TOMORROW + BF and FAMILY!!!
Movie marathon, the beach, tennis, food and many more! Can't wait!

Things have been UP since the date on 11.12.10. Nice place, great service, good food and the best company ever = HY! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!! I love dates!

Shopping the next day, Sunday, with sis, started our New Year shopping though it's a bit too early for that.Somehow we can't seem to find any nice clothing. Bought a top each at Promod, oh and a pair of shoes each too! Thought it'd be a more fruitful shopping, but end up with such little buys. Shopping soon again, if not, what to wear for the new year right!

Outing with my love on Monday, and finally ending it off with tennis and bowling. HY lost his wallet in the bowling center, so all 3 of us had to literally drag ourselves 1 bus stop away back to safra in hope of retrieving his wallet back. He did manage to find it in the end! Thank you the-cleaner-who-found-it! If not he'll probably need to be confined in camp for his lost camp card, and I won't be able to see him in the weekends. Phew!

And now, my muscle is aching like shit! Haven't been playing tennis since god knows when! Felt so weak playing, couldn't even swing my racket, each time I hit a ball, it's as though my arm/wrist would break. Thank god it didn't!

Chalet chalet chalet! I'm too excited for it! I should shop for my new favourite korean maggie later! I'm so 'addicted' to it after trying it last night with Sharon! Can't wait to have more!
Better start packing my luggage now! HAAAAAA!

2010-12-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

I figured this is probably the best way to type down my thoughts so that i can 'restart' for the many days to come. Perhaps improve my language and definitely train my typing speed since I'm such a slow poke at it. Do correct me somehow (through emails?) about any errors should anyone happen to see them in this dead blog. This would mean that it's actually kinda personal, yayeee. Bullshit, it's WWW. Haha! Well, but at least it feels more meaningful to be typing down online than writing down in a diary which turns yellow after years, probably breed some bookworms and it'll be a waste of space to keep it. On the other hand, with a everlasting blog (I supposed) that one day someone, my grandchildren? my love ones? might chance upon, I might still be remembered.

Back to life!

With THE exams over, I've pretty much slacked my days off no matter how much I promised myself that I need to empower and enrich myself. Maybe I started? No longer some lazy ass. Giving tuition, doing chores, outings with my boyfriend and girlfriend, some researching about possible university course I might enter, looking at overseas studies option, updating the blogshop, venturing into sales, looking for a part-time job (definitely a job that I can pick up a skill useful in the future), ballet classes as usual, resuming my piano lessons, hopefully more readings to brush up my poor English language (talk about the long forgotten Chinese language!), etc...

So many to do with so little time, another 8 months and I'll be starting my university life! (keeping my fingers crossed that I do make it this time round) My mom always tell me, maybe not always, that I've wasted one precious year which I could have made much better use of. Somehow, I'm not convinced that I've wasted this year. I feel that I've actually grown! Know what I want in life, living with a motive (I think so) and mature mentally. It's definitely a good sign.

Now, all I want is to read. I want to but I'm always occupied with something else that makes reading of least importance and often things that I'm occupied with aren't important at all! I hate myself. On the brighter side, I believe that I'm gradually changing for the better! Like how I'm more motivated and all! Heeee!

That's about all I have to rant about this early morning! I've got a date tonight! Weeeee! First official date actually, to Raffles Hotel for a wonderful, hopefully romantic, but with him, it'd only be retarded, dinner.

Off to bed!!! =)

2010-11-15T16:42:00.004+08:00

Hello my blog, it's been a long time since I've abandoned you!
Can't believe tt I'm actually bored enough to revisit you, wonder who still remembers you! (Even I don't, till today)
I can't believe tt I'm wasting my time like this at this life-determining, crucial point of my life! I realised it's been a yr since I last blogged and it feels weird talking to myself agn. (Self-entertaining)
Gotta go back to studies! HOPEFULLY I DO! Please procrastinate no more Macadia!!! And invest wisely in studies!!!

2009-12-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

POST PROM with GIRLFRIENDS

2009-05-14T23:00:00.006+08:00

Fianlly ALL pics uploaded! Outing with KJ agn( months ago).
Oh no, am I gna contract tt Lian disease of hers? OMS!

Stargazing activity at wisma.

WHAT

EVER

MAJOR

LOSER

Thats all.

2009-05-14T00:18:00.003+08:00

Outing,with KJ

2009-05-13T23:54:00.004+08:00

KTV with all my beautifully tanned Girlfriends! =)

2009-05-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Miss those concert days LOADS.
Haha I Finally found someone smaller than me! Muahahaha

Love my Girlfriends!!!

I'm cool, ADMIT it!

2009-04-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

Piano lesson on Sun..... + That stupid survey thingy in 6 hrs time = :( + SIAN-ness

2009-04-17T23:58:00.007+08:00

Yea there are pretty lot of stuffs that are forbidden. Like... a kind of life that you've always dreamt of for instance. Where there's a perfect harmony between everything, no clashes. Perfect eh? You get what you want, everything. I'm making no sense now, yaaa, try figuring out. =)

Outing this time with cherlyn, kaijia and sharifah. Which was like a week ago.

My Hokkaido Ice cream!

I swear Cherlyn looked damn sexy here!

Murder? LOL

Thats all. As usual, will upload when I have time. =)

2009-04-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yet another chilling out session with KJ.

Sticky sells really tasty Lollipops btw, go try it. B1, The Central. =)

Will uploads more pics on this outing and the previous one when I have the time.

Hokkaido Ice cream I'm coming...

2009-04-06T00:05:00.003+08:00

A loser

I realised that I have practically NO control over my life and I'm really annoyed by this fact. YET, I'm not doing anything about it. ARGH Not that I'm doing nth to save myself, I tried and it doesn't work. Sad to say but I'm simply beyond hope, I admit it! OH MY SHIT! Procrastination, poor determination, not being able to resist the ever coming temptation of entertainment simply ruin me! GWAD! When can i ever EVER be motivated to at least do my late tutorials??? Talk about studying, HA! Sometimes, I even hate myself for being such a loser. Yea yea, I always do. FUCK! Its the end of yet another weekend, and for the thousandth time, I've failed to do any tutorials. Someone just kill me, please! I've live a life of NTH, no accomplishment and NO SELF-DISCIPLINE!!! KNS!!!
AND on every sunday night or rather monday morning, I will pray that the teacher don't murder me, maybe I still hoped I live. Then there comes my one minute lasting kinda motivation to set aside a 5 hours tutorial time during the weekends. AND when the weekend came, NTH IS done AGAIN!!! I feeling like driving my head into the concrete wall for the millionth time! Why am I such a loser? =(
So now I'm gng to sleep and probably be having a nightmare of getting hack by my teachers into a zillion pieces. Now, I'm just hating myself for disappointing people around me, my teachers, especially my parents.

When will I have control over my life, I wonder......

Anw, Happy 18th Birthday Rachael! Wanted to send you a msg just before 12am, but I missed it. Love ya, stay happy and youthful! Finally, have a wonderful, exciting and wild 18th. =)

2009-03-29T15:10:00.006+08:00

Went stargazing with KaiJia yesterday at wisma atrium's rooftop, was an impromptu decision. We were just lucky to be able to catch such a beautiful sight. =) Seriously, we didnt expect that place to be that crowded, seem as though it was a secret gathering. LOL Anw, it was indeed romantic there with all the candles and stars. Haha. Oh, they had this countdown thing for Earth day, Cool isn't?

We shopped and looked at guys. Sad to say, the existence of good-looking guys had perished with the dinosaurs. There ARE more beautiful girls than guys at this age! SO TRUE! We tried our luck at NUM, yea, better than average but still not good looking la. We were shopping at the opposite shop when the NUM guys started to whistle and make stupid noises to catch our attention. We pretended we heard nth, soooo, desperate times calls for desperate measures, the guys actually took the bag out of the shop to activate the security system of their shop and the siren went. We turned to stare at them and walked off. Aren't we damn cool? LOL NO regrets! haha

We went to clarkequay after that, arnd 10pm, I swear my legs were already at the verge of breaking! But still, you can't resist the alluring clubbing scene. So we bummed arnd tt area. The Angmos there were darn hot and good looking of course =) But the waitress at Hooters were not that hot. We expected, tall and slim bodies, sexy legs and big boobs. But ...............

Oh then we met this crazy guy who jumped right in front of us, KJ gave him tt 'pissed off + i'm so gna kill you' face! haha you should have seen how funny it was!!!

We played at the fountain and continued to loiter there. We basically had to tear ourselves off clarkequay to catch the last transport home, inorder to save taxi fares.

Will be looking forward to next saturday agn!!!

OH I forgot to mention the most hilarious part of yesterday's outing. How could I *dang* !!! We were taking pics for each other when this angmo offered to take a pic for us. They're either germans of french man, They Just don't speak english! His companion came and and we thought they wanted us to take pics for them. So we took his camera. This stupid KJ took pic just the both of them, excluding the scenery. She supposed to include the Singapore river in it. DUH! So the the angmos saw the pic and laughed. They they pointed to us and said "picture" and then to them. We finally understood that they wanted to take a pic with us. We said "okay" So KJ took their camera and they posed, I ended up staying by KJ's side, so she took a pic of both the angmos AGN! EXCLUDING THE SCENERY AGN! OMG, It was sooooo embarrassing! The two guys laughed even louder! Then we decided to give up communicating with them and said sorry and goodbye, then quickly left that place. LOL How comical can it get!

And Now... *drumroll* THE PICTURES!!!

Next time. It takes a zillion years to upload. I'll do it when I've got time. So yea. Sorry to disappoint you.

Its Been a LONG time since I last Blog eh?

2009-03-27T22:46:00.010+08:00

PICTURE TIME since I got my Canon Powershot E1 =)
LOVE It!
Ooh, this is my grandma. I've got a pic of her eating pepperlunch! LOL

Out with NaNa <3

ZIRCA!

Went to Explorer Kids. This Huge Playground is for small kids but Hey, I'm still a kid in me! LOL

Thats all for now. Upload the rest another time.

More thoughts, promise!

2009-02-25T16:04:00.005+08:00

Thanks Partner! Now, I LOVE HIM TOO! Xp

Guys who dance(like him!!!) are SEXY!

2009-02-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

There's FINALLY like GENTLEMEN in my school! GAWD! =)

2009-02-18T21:21:00.003+08:00

BACKED but not for long =)

Block test nxt week =( Havent started studying = probably failing

To NaNa: Book chalet SOON!!! Enjoyed my time with you. LOVE YA! <3>

Theres sooooo many things I wanna do, like clubbing for instance this friday, guess I'll probably fail my block test if I go, BUT its like a promise/deal alr. Dont wanna break it ( afterall promises are meant to be broken right?) *wink wink* LOL

Sian Should I GO or NOT go??? ARGH

Random Fact: ABCs are DAMN CUTE! =) =) =) =) =) *dream dream dream

Anyway, I'm 18 CY, you UNCLE!!! JC, you BabyBath ( still owe me my hot pink grip! buy me soon if not x2)!!! 18 RAHHHH

Make me somemore I EAT you 2 up!!!

I got my Canon PowerShot E1 alr. So can take loads of pretty pics can! Pimples also can see! HAHA

Fail Alr LA =(

2009-01-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

DingYuan is Bai Chi !
Yay, I blogged. Xp

CHRISTMAS + CROWDS = MY LOVES

2008-12-26T00:20:00.004+08:00

I Love CHRISTMAS and I Love FUN people. If you're FUN, Lets celebrate CHRISTMAS together next year!
This was what I wore to orchard for Christmas! Well, actually on the eve. Wanted to countdown but couldn't find company. Oh well, Me sooooo poorthing. =(
Friends were either celebrating with Bfs, class ( If my class had more girls, we would probably have our very own party) or not celebrating at all. I wonder why some ppl don't celebrate Christmas...
I Figured out tt the best place for cam-whoring is actually paragon's toilet. They got a really large mirror and nice setting actually. They have got to be the 6 stars toilet. LOL
We actually took quit a few, not with my 5 mega pixel of course, but with their 10 mega pixel digital cam. ARGH! I'm soooooo gna get my Canon powershot E1. Pardon me for nagging, I really got no money whattttt. Unless my kind/generous parent wna donate it to me. Afterall, Christmas is all about giving isn't it? Haha

I think Mich and I were really un-demure. We were wearing dresses when we decided to play tt bball game at the arcade. ( I didnt know tt cineleisure's arcade has got bball game, tt arcade seems pretty old and out-dated to me) During the game, I had to keep pulling my dress up and Mich had to keep tugging her dress down. LOL Catched Nick and Norah's infinite playlist. It was kinda stupid though. the whole movie happened in a day. The chemistry thing is too much for a-day-kinda relationship. Love at first sight? HAHA

Had Dinner at Spageddies. Actually wanted to dine at the village restaurant but somehow idk when it closed. So Settled for Spageddies since it had a Christmas ambience, But I still preferred Village. What to doooo. As usual, rest of the pics are with the two show-off who has digi-cam. LOL Upload pics soon!

Arnd 8 we started for the train station. It was damn crowded, we took like 20 mins to get to orchard mrt station from wisma atrium. BUT... I TOTALLY LOVED IT!!! I LOVE CROWDS AND I LOVE TO SQUEEZE. ITS THE WARMTH OF CHRISTMAS AFTERALL. WEEEE! Ros totally hated it though, she was grumbling all the way. I was actually enjoying myself taking pics and all. LOL You don't expect a wide empty walkway on Christmas! I've got till midnight to spare mann!

Sm and Mich can never ever stop irritating me. They'll know why!

When we FINALLY reached the station, we TOOK PICSSS agn!

MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVES!!!

Oh ya, And today 25th, we went for Chirstmas shopping! Ate Lunch at some Dim sum Restaurant which charged us $133.95 for tt few dim sums. I don't think we ate alot. The teabreak at Hagan dazz with a total of $50++ and dinner at pastamania $44.60 ( My idea of a more economic kinda place which serve nice food too! ) Bought 3 blouses, a banana pencil case ( its really cute), Present for Bai Chi ( Looks retarded) , Hairbands and more fancal stuffs.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!

Flightless Bird, American Mouth

2008-12-19T23:27:00.003+08:00

One of my favourites. =)
I want Edward's venom. LOL
Had clique outing, sorta,on tues. Mug-ed with Bai Chi, the No. 1 retard the next day.
When you spend too much time with Bai Chi, you'll start to look at girls too. Omfg! Hahaha! Mugging with tt kuku agn tmr =)
I bet we'll end up discussing about girls agn! Crap. Stupid bad influence. I'm straight! LOL

I swear I will buy my canon powershot E1 if i have the money!!!

Couldn't Stop camwhoring with the new Headband I bought! HAHA

Tts all for todayyyyyyy. Weeeeeeeee

Photos

2008-12-18T22:11:00.004+08:00

Photos from the last outings. Haven't got the time to upload recent ones. Haha

Fall for this!

2008-12-09T23:36:00.004+08:00

Talk about black + tanned + black + tanned + black + tanned........

These are just few of the many many many photos taken during my outings.
So Happy waiting till I'm free to upload the picsssss. I'm really busy recently. =)

CLIQUE

2008-12-03T15:49:00.013+08:00

Had dinner at Swensen with CLIQUE! Though one is absent.

Me and Michyeo.

sm and rosss.

Then we played with different expressions. ( Acting Dao)

SQUEEZE

Both Michyeo and Sm are disgusted with each other. LOL

Now Its Me and Michyeo.

To laugh with your mouth open.

Sm's painful horrified scream!

When you see an ugly guy, only ros will smile.

When we met F.

When we met JY, Michyeo too ashamed to see anyone. I wonder whyyyy.

XLB!!

Idk whats this . HAHA

Michyeo the dog.

We played bowling in the arcade. We're 17 afterall. =)

1st up--- Michyeo!

2nd up---SM

3rd up---- Me

Michyeo the muscle (actually fats) woman! HAHA

SM the ever White-pj woman!

Ros is hungry agn.

Fianlly, me the star player. LOL

Here I GO!

Bring us our prezzies!!

Both ros and michyeo refused to sit cus they're afraid they might break it. LOL

Have you seen a christmas tree thats Up-side-down? Here it is!

I can't wait till christmas, but christmas also means that we're coming to the end of our holiday,which i dread it. ARGH! How ironic. I MUST MUST MUST find motivation to start my holiday homework! Before I can enjoy my Christmas shopping, celebrations, outings and the upcoming chalet!!!

But 1st, I've GOT to pack my room. haiz. byeeeee

Say Cheese!

2008-12-02T22:48:00.003+08:00

Cam-whoring session at Grandma's with cousins, niece, nephews and grandma!
I just woke up from my afternoon nap, messy hair. LOL

Another unglam shot of me. I was watching Tveeee.

HAPPY FAMILY! =) Lucky grandma.

My sis work. She styled my grandma's hair. LOL

I LOVE NAI NAI! Muacks.

We all sure love to take pics! Many many pics!

This was at the train station. Me and sis

ME!!!

Me ans Sis.

Photos are solid memories in the future. Take all you can. Don't regret it. =)

Twilight movie is a disappointment

2008-12-02T00:51:00.006+08:00

The movie was like on the pass forward mote. All the interesting, exciting major and minor details were missing. Can't they just have a full 2/3 hr movie and show everything? It would be soooo much better! AND! Can't they have a better looking actor for Edward??? BOOOO! There's not much chemistry going tooooo. What's WRONG!!! SOOO WRONG!!!

I was wondering why do people always post about love related emo-ness. Like how emo they were when they broke up or how one misses her boy and stuffs. I figured out that I should try it too, change of style yea? However I don't have any fabulous experience to talk about. I've never gotten into any form of BGR before. Yes, I don't!!! And I'm Darn PROUD about it! =)

This was kinda the closest... Here it goes...
I remembered the time I first shook your hand and introduced myself. That was when we first made eye contact and after that we couldn't stop.
It was months before we really got to know each other.
How you used my awful nickname to start msging me.
Then, we stood under that same umbrella and played in the rain.
I remembered us using our secret language in a mass conference. Others got pissed when they didn't understand us, but we do.
We owned digital pets and came to share. We gave two new lifes.
Chatted from early night to early morning, till our batteries all went flat.
How you travelled to my hse like always to borrow bball to play.
What you did in the cinema.
A surprise doggie you decided to give me, but left disappointed when you knew I wasn't home after pressing the doorbell.
Accidentally leaving behind your nametag.
Me printing stickers for you with both our names on it.
Together with a one and only wallet for you.
How our phone bill exploded.
The twister we played on the beach which caught everybody's attention.
How friends envied when we played catching.
When I said I wanna stick with you.
How you confessed.
We sweet talked all day.
You challenged me to publicly announce you as my lg.
The way you 'protected' me on the escalator.
How your baby bro cried.
Msging me during your lesson.
Telling your cousins I'm your wife.
How you kept reminding me of that special date I can never seem to remember.
The way you kept my present to you.
The way you treasured me.
The way you treated me.
The way you looked at me.
The way you talked to me.
The way you cared for me.
The way you smiled for me.
The way you thought of me.
The way you appreciated me.
The way you love me.
...
I broke your heart.
Sorry.

Thats my love related emo-ness post. I'm such a professional emo writer. LOL
Btw, the story's true. =)
*Thanks for the memory*

Tts all for today. =)

2008-11-26T13:32:00.011+08:00

I was bored/ enjoying/ bitching at the International Friendship Camp from the 21st to 23rd Nov. Its was not soo bad, my group did had fun at times when no tiring activities was involved. There were canadians, americans, japanese, Indians, malays, chinese, koreans, etc... See the pics and hopefully you will understand. I'm gng out.

Bitches in Action

2008-11-19T00:08:00.017+08:00

My cable finally appeared before me. Amazing isn't it? LOL
So as promised I uploaded all the pics taken recently. Its all taken this month. Some taken today too! =)
Recently, a few days ago I bought coloured contacts. (Its the 2nd time I'm wearing contacts in my life) Its grey in colour. Isn't it nice? But It sorta got outta shape aft i wore it once! 20 bucks to wear it only ONCE! Damn it! Cus I'm still new with the whole contacts thing, I spent like half an hr trying to remove the contacts till my eye balls hurt. I'm such a noob. =( Guess tt pinching spoiled my contacts. The 1st time I wore contacts was early this yr, its coloured too, brown. I only wore a few times. Its monthly contacts btw, I effing hate myself for wasting $$$. I should like wear it everyday???
So this was a pic taken on the 14th this month with grey contacts. weet!

On the 5th, I went to gen's chalet. For bbq. Look at the size of tt prawn. Its the size my my hand!

Oh this was smth jc's friend give him as i good luck charm for A's. Like wth? Its damn funny!

This was taken on a ride home on the 15th. So pretty right. Tts one of the reasons I LOVE nights.

This was the buffet outing on the 11th.

On the 11th we went for buffet. Steamboat + tapanyaki + ice cream.

On the 14th, I had a seafood feast at changi. Mom with her ever-so-spastic face!

Shy boy!

Yea, this is the only day I had contacts

At gen'd hse. Playing emo.

Playing shitty.

Bitches! LOL

Tweety.

Love my brown brown hair.

I curled my hair!

Back to the buffet on the 11th.

And to the chalet on the 5th

This was taken today. 18th. With niece and nephew.

Today too. With gf, Ros! She pretty right???

Today with sis at giant.

Back to the changi pics on the 11th.

I know they are badly organise. I'm just tooo lazy to reorganise it. Its ALOT of work ya know!! Pardon me for the blur pics. I promise to take better pics when I get my cannon powershot E1.

Till then, you'll just have to tolerate my blur blur pics. I think I'll take yrs to save up, to think tt I'm seriously broke now. Haha

Oh ya. Now must thank this one nice person for downloading songs for me at such unearthly hrs when he has training the next day morning.

He is... *drum roll* LZH

I preferred this pic! WAHAHAHAHA

Anw thank you. ( No, no, no, he didn't force me to give credits to him) LOL

Blog more next time. Its alr 1:49am. I've got to visit my grandma tmr. Play mahjiong (I'm prepared to lose) I seriously think I'm not cut out for gambling. I don't know how to play any gambling form of card games except 21 points. I need someone who has LOADS of patience to teach me bridge and taidi, cause everyone is playing it nowadays. I'm such a loser! Back to tmr, maybe see a doc too, my eye has not recovered yet, plus I got rashes from the antti-biotics I'm taking. Then tennis camp briefing followed by training. Then Home Sweet Home.

Okay its 1:54 alr. I figured out tt I'm rly long-winded.

So... *smile if you hate me*

(you didn't just smile. I know you're not soo evil)

You just can't get enough of ...

2008-11-16T23:39:00.007+08:00

Beautiful city lights... See them with me will you...

Lost my hp cable, sooo obviously I can't up loads pics. Till I find it, you'll just have to wait.

Guess tt will take some time cause I'm tooo lazy to find it, I'm just gonna wait till it appears before me. Apparently, cables don't walk so... ya you know.

I'm finished with season one's gossip girl. Here's a new discovery or rather I'm gaga over another character.

This is nate and he is cute.

However, this is chuck and he's attractive.

Sometimes cute does not equal attractive. Its a whole different thing.
But well sometimes attractive = naughty

Simply irresistible, isn't he?

Okay, Back to Reality!
How I wish we do have this 'gossip girl' kinda system in school. Well, everyone loves gossiping but will never want to be the victim of gossips. But hey, what's life without gossips. I guess ' mind your own business' doesn't really work in schools and of course, in society. We're a bunch of nth but busybodies. Admit it!!!

Well, and playing the game of who-says-I-love-you-first, Is kinda stupid. But when chuck plays it, he cute, in a different way. haha Have you played this game before?
Honestly I have. And I think I'm the only one playing it, cause probably the other party didn't really care. We did hint each other of course with 'likes' but in a joking manner. Perhaps, sometimes its hard to admit that we're afraid of our uncertainties.
Well if you not say it at all, you'll regret it.
If you said it, well done. Now tt you know the outcome, you can move on. Perhaps even gain smth outta it. A lesson learnt maybe? Or a beautiful ending.
If you are uncertain, don't ever try kidding like me. It will never work, cause a yr later when you found out tt he actually really liked you in the past, its too late to save anything, except your tears? Lucky for me, I guess both of us just wasn't serious so there's no tears, no regrets, no anything. haha

Now, random topics...
There are certain things tt disgust me.
1) LC behaviour
2) LC-C_e_na accent ( fill in the blanks, you'll get the ans)(clue:highly related to tt sch of mine)
3) Pollution, All kinds!
4) Queues
5) Chinese medical medcine
6) Rashes
Here's all for now.

Ooh I came across smth interesting.
'Men are like laxatives,
They irritate the shit outta you.'
Its always true!

I gotta go slp. Its been a long day.

Here's another interesting thing.
Its a reflex action. Trust me.
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'Smile if you like me'
=)

Love Me

2008-11-13T22:27:00.004+08:00

I'm such an art... So appreciate me!

People are obsessing over me kay! Lol

Watched Madagascar today. Its super funny can!

Wanted to buy tt spongbob bag but I've got no money =(

Had buffet with galfriends on this tues. We ate till the manager refused to top up the soup for us. Maybe we ate too much, we girls can rly eat. =) I'm looking forward to the next outing!
Idk why but this sounds like a report. haha

Shall upload pics of the outings other time. Today's not a good blogging day.

Gossip Girl here I come!!!

I love bitchy shows. LOL

XOXO Macadia

I feel so cheated

2008-11-07T18:30:00.001+08:00

I bought things on impulse and it cost me a BOMB!!!! 135 BUCKS!!! Gosh! I shall repent by eating breads for meals and not go for any movies, etc. ONLY window-shopping! So if you wna treat me, i won't mind, seriously, Any time as long as I'm free.
Feel like crying la. Me and YL went shopping today, I didn't even bear to buy a $24.90 shirt. To think tt i spent 135 BUCKS ltr on when we went to the next shop is CRAZY. Send me to the mental hospital pleaseeeee. I still owe tennis fees.... its another $120. I'm broke. I so needa work now.
YL you're soooo super lucky, got a mom who always give you $$$$ to shop. I don't wanna ask from my parents cause its me who want the things. So if i want smth, I will save my pocket money to buy. Seee, what a responsible cum independent girl I am. "thank you, thank you" I know I buy smth i should not, tts why i feel cheated. =( I needa WORK WORK WORK. If you've got any job offers, PLEASEEEE offer me. You'll definitely make a difference in my life. hiaz. I guess this is the first time I spent such a large amt using my own pocket money. GIRLS AHHH, HOPELESS. Guys also hopeless la, spent their parents' or pocket money on girlfriends. SAME ONE LA.
I go repent alr la. I shall stone in front of the wall. Perhaps money will come out of it. I am determined to draw out the remaining money in my account to a shared account with my mom. So when there's no money left in my account, I won't flash tt card. Cards ARE murderers!!!
BB. WALL here I come!!!

2008-11-03T00:57:00.001+08:00

Ps
JX I'm no tt kind to donate no.
LOL
=)

Finally Out!

2008-11-02T23:36:00.011+08:00

Shopping. Cam-whoring. Spending. Eating.

Tts what I did today, like FINALLY! Though my eye's still a little swollen. You can see it from my many many pics which I took in the car on the way to J8. Since I'm out with Mummy and Daddy, Its natural for me to buy LOADS of stuffs. New clothes, jeans, undergarments, cake, etc...

Well there's actually pw today, but rac couldn't make it and it's rather troublesome to go to school. I would rather go tmr since we're meeting the teacher tmr too. So 3/4 agreed to change the meeting to tmr, BUT not tt 1/4. 2/4 of us are SCARED of calling him to explain stuff since he's on the way to school 1 hr before meeting time, weird. He made a U-turn in the end, I'm sry abt tt. I'm sure he's gna give me his BLOODY attitude tmr. Why is it always me?!? I'm quite pissed off abt this. Let me predict what he's gna say...

CY " Eh, you damn BLOODY idiot. Make me carry me laptop ( the 1st ever time he is bringing it cause he FINALLY got one) for nth. And SHIT YOU, I rushed down from church. You BLOODY hell made me go back. " Then give me his attitude.

ME (thinking) " WTH, I've brought my laptop to sch for more than 50 times alr ( though you helped carrying in sch la) but its a damn long walk from the MRT to sch can! There were sooooo many times when its raining and I've to carry my laptop + shoebag + tennis racket + sch bag. Its like 6kg. I'm NOT exaggerating. And for your info, I can't carry heavy stuff, I'm certified by a doc. I've got some backbone, shoulder-blade prob. BOOOO YOU! Don't be such a sissy!" Giving tt pissed off look.

CY " I'm not angry with you"
ME (thinking) " ya righttttttttt"

After 10 mins....

Everything's back to normal. Best pw mates. TADA! End of story.

Actually I'm rly lucky to be in my pw grp. We do get along rly well and always had fun during meetings. Always LMAO ROFL. And thanks to all my mates for making pw such an enjoyable subject. I seriously don't dread pw, sometimes I even look forward to it. =)

I love ya rac, jc, cy and meeeee. hahahaha

We should go celebrate together aft op and take LOADS of pics, so nxt time I can tell my kids or grandchild tt these are my rly great pw mates ><>

I'll take it as a YES and force all of you. Muahahahaha

Oh back to today's outing. I don't know why but I love cam-whoring in my dad's car/ cars in general. Here it is. Look out for my swollen left eyelid. It appears to be the right one in the pics. Anw, its much less obvious alr, if not i wouldn't leave house at all, unless critical. LOL

2008-11-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

Oh btw I was eating mango sherbet tts why I had the spoon, so... I decided to camwhore with it. LOL My mom was acting cool.

Its rly obvious in this pic. If you can't see, you MUST be blind! Okay, don't stare alr...

I think this is super cool! I even look pinkish!

I look like some ah lian who likes to camwhore here. I'm not one! NEVER!

Here's my adorable dad. Xp

And my mom!

And Get Ready for HORROR!!! My mom's spastic face!

BAHHHHHHH!!!

The End

*Clap Clap*

Featured guys of the wk!

2008-11-01T18:21:00.006+08:00

Gawd! Can't believe I'm blogging AGAINNNNNN! I must be DAMN BORED!

Being stuck at home is worst then life in jail, not that I've been to one before, I don't even know how does a cell looks like. Not tt I'm grounded, i simply don't wanna go out. I don't want ppl staring at me as if I'm an alien from space. I'm NOT an attention seeking person. Even if I'm one, I don't seek thissss kinda attention.

I've been playing dinner dash for god-knows-how-many-hrs and I'm still stuck at the same lvl. Tell me how the fish do you pass lvl27, Pleaseeeeeee! Can't the customers just shut up, be happy, eat and pay the bill? Life will be sooooooooo much easier. Hell, I'm playing not for entertainment but to get frustrated! Where's entertainment?!?

Well, there is. Gossip girl. But I'm always missing out episodes cause I can't find them in youtube, tudou, etc. Can anyone tell me how do you watch the full series of gossip girl? I'm sick of skipping episodes. I think Nate's cute! Here's a pic of him.

Isn't he just adorable? LOL. He's Chace Crawford. =)

And below... He's Channing Tatum. He's Hot!

He dances reallyyy well. I like him most in 'She's the Man' and 'Step up1'
XOXO, Love Macadia. LOL

Now, I can't wait for the Jacky show. Tts what I call entertainment!
I miss celebrating Halloween. The last time I celebrated was with ros. I still remembered tt scar her sis drew on my face plus tt purple witch hat I wore when we went from door to door asking for treats. LOL. Well, we were prepared, so we went with sweets and gave them instead. Singaporeans simply don't care about Halloween or rather the treat or trick tradition. We did take loads of photos but its in tt memory card. Duh!

Having too much time at hand, I think I've alr mastered the Musician, D-grey man piece. I'll still need the notes though, I can't seem to memorise them. I've played the piano for 1 hr today kay! What an achievement! Keep up the good work! LOL Self-praise is no praise.

Wei Xiao Bao is gna start in 20 mins time. Finally, my long waited 2nd entertainment of the day. Weeeeeeee! Gawd! I seem desperate. Tts what one become when he/she is toooooooo bored.

Tts all for today. I shall stare at the tv until my show start. BYE!

Something you use to see

2008-10-31T17:42:00.000+08:00

Recently my left eye got infected. It IS still infected.

Stupid eye. I missed gng to NJ for the tennis match. Missed outings. Missed movies. Missed trainings.

Since I'm stucked at home, I shall dig out all those photos.

Last sunday our class had a bbq.

Thank you everyone for making it such an enjoyable gathering.

Oh here's one tt you're gna laugh your ass off. Me, WL, WH and JC went to the playground to play. Then the guys decided to climb up the spider web thingy by using the 'pull-up' method. Then JC got stucked and clinged on the bar. LOL Caught ya!!!

Till today, my plams still sting from the ropes. =(

Next I shall share my Secondary school yrs Pics...

These pics are taken from my photobucket account which I used 2 yrs ago when I had another blog, which i deleted.

This was me and my sis. Youth glowing outta me. Hehe

Our clique went to Genting for holiday!!!

Of course there's much more pics, but its in this memory card which I think I lost it.

I'm arcade Queen!

My white Apple =)

My Twin sisters

I wished he was mine tt time

Cam-whoring with my sis

I love my attitude!XD

Class outing to sentosa

My design for the rangoli competition. Won the 3rd Prize.

Christmas with galfriend

Cam-whored agn

Just back from... I forgot which country

Neoprints. It was sec 3 i think.

NCHS

Okay END of my secondary sch yrs.

This Yr's pics, there's last yr's ones too.

2008-10-31T15:56:00.041+08:00

2008-10-24T21:33:00.008+08:00

Can't wait to catch Zac on HSM3!

Visited both granddads today, one on earth, one in heaven. Lol

Everyone seems to be busy with project work except me, thanks to procrastination. I've yet to do my I&R. Can anyone tell me what is it about? I totally have No idea at all. Gawd!

Oh, that's me and my sis in that pic above (Its taken today). =)

And Below are pics taken during this yr's CNY. Its me and sis agn!

I did drank a little =X

tts all for today =)

2008-10-23T23:26:00.007+08:00

Its been a really loooooooong time since I last blogged.

And ya know what? ( tt's a really dumb qn anyway, of course you wouldn't know if i didn't say it) I didn't realise tt I've been missing in actions. Oh Me!

I seriously think i need to change the font cause its a little difficult to read, don't ya think so? I'll find time for tt, its quite tough though. Busy dizzy! I'm such a considerate blogger. *AHEM* =)

Some ppl are seriously a disappointment. In my school, there's alr 2 and tt's ENOUGH! I don't want more, one obviously still not over with the 'sour grapes' experience, wonder how many billion times must he experience similar fate before he realise tt its simply just life, or rather His life. I don't give a Damn cause you're toooooo petty and its very shameful for a guy to have such a habit. The other one is the recent gossip of everyone, if you know it then good for you, if you don't..... TOO BAD Xp muahaha *evil me*

My back's hurting because I used the wrong muscles and probably stretched it? There couldn't be other explanation, could there? I must definitely be wiser next time. =(

But there's certainly smth to be happy about, not only one but quite a few.

1. Its smth to do with a title of one of David Archuleta's song. Hmmmm

2. Singing session during tennis is BACK, well kinda.

3. I can be promoted.

4. I love my life.

5. I sooo near to tasting freedom, from school life of course, what else could there possibly be.

6. I'm totally stress-free.

7. I'm as happy as ever.

8. I can concentrate on ballet, on pointe all the way till my toes break. And its just a description, I wouldn't inflick pain on myself. But I do love pointe! Its smth non-ballerinas can't do and even if you're one, you'll need to dance for at least 6-8 years before you start learning pointe.

9. I can play the piano whole day long. brush up on everything and not disappoint my piano teacher. Hopefully my piano teacher will stop nagging at me to do my theory and to PRACTICE my pieces! I'm sorry mdm chee, I'll work really hard from now on. All the best for your coming operations too. I'll pray for you, though I'm a free-thinker.

10. I'm gonna continue violin if nth goes wrong. I don't wanna waste my precious 4 years spent mastering the art of playing the violin and forget everything after 1 yr. JC life really screwed my life. I'm getting BACK!

11. I hope I can play the piano with the one mentioned in point no.1, I've seen him playing the piano! =)

12. I can Finally catch up with my clique, How much I miss those outings and 'Girls Talk'. Demure is beauty, beauty is subjective. haha our thing.

13. I might have the opportunity to pick up a new instrument, its the ....... *Tada*--- Cello! tt's only possible if i can enter the school's Chinese orchestra since they're recruiting students for SYF and i'm invited for tt recruiting talk by the principal and HOD(pe).

14. I wanna continue figure skating and Japanese lessons too, but i figured out i don't have the time.

I realise tt i can go on and on cause i'm a happy person. tt's kinda lame and stupid but it's true, don't ya think so. If you're happy, everything seems to go Your way. Life's just too great.

Ohh and BFF i'll write the letter really soon! And Thank you soooo much for the robots, it's lovely. =)
YL, i really can't wait to go to your new house!
I'm looking forward to Saturday's bbq!
Thank you AMJJ for your hello kitty sponge cake, which i can't bear to eat it.

This post is toooo wordy. Let me add some colours.

Except tt my Bangs are back agn now! =)

Love tennis and the Girls! =)

2008-09-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

Screwed, its all that i can say.

Why? Let me enlighten you...

1st, my granddad's gone. 2 days before promo. Hopes were as good as gone.

2nd, ran a fever on tues and wed. Right in the middle of promo.

Now, going gaga over a ''hi''

Physics! Must think physics for tmr and the day aft. Might be my only hope since i amazingly got a B for mid yrs. I wonder why too. I've never done well in phy in secondary school, i seriously don't think physics. It's for GUYS! And, phy don't run in my blood, ros. HAHA

I'm alr planning my after promos activities. Damn it. Couldn't get tt sea-side chalet. No more party. =( but its okay, let's think OUTA Singapore. How about a trip to bintan. The beach's nicer there too. Haha. I'm totally in for it. I love HOLIDAY! Come soon!

COME SOON!

2008-09-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I've been thinking ALOT these days, Intellectually. Like...

What should i say to my Grandfather?

How should i thank him without being such a emotional wreck?

What if i fail promos?

What if i retain?

What if i spend one month in Australia this holiday?

What if i quit tennis?

What if, What If, WHAT IF.

Tell me it's okay when today is only my third day of revision,when i only covered 1/2 of one subject out of 3 subjects to be covered. Tell me! Tell you're worse off. Com'on!

Even without sleep, I won't be able to complete revision. I won't wanna be a zombie anyway. I'm not far from it either. If i can stop time...

Another month before misery ends, maybe more than that. Actually, It's 13 months to carefree days, after A lvls that is.

Where will i be aft tt? In Australia Ballet School or Singapore Ballet Acadamy?

What's my goal in life?

To pursue in business studies, science or ballet?

Crap! Promos! I'm still not done with it yet. Mug MuG MUG!

Shall be back in 9 days time. =)

Good Luck there!

2008-09-05T22:10:00.002+08:00

I'm SCREWED UP!!!

Homework not done

Revision not done

Catching up not done

EVERYTHING's simply NOT DONE

URGH!!!

Thanks Edward! Xp

2008-08-31T20:00:00.005+08:00

I figured out that I've spent too much time on Edward and so decided to take out some time to blog about my life, events that took place recently... So that ppl like you who's interested in me life,which is why you've decided to visit my blog, won't be deprive of anything. =) Seriously, i think i'm obsess with Edward. That's exactly the word for my 'passion'. Haha

Yes i didn't attend school on friday. I was giddy in the morning when i woke up, thanks to Edward who made me stayed up almost that whole night. So i went back to sleep before he invade my mind agn. When i woke up, I'm better than ever and I missed the chance of gng back to Nchs. I 'really' wanted to okay!!!

Met up with my galfriends for lunch at pizza hut. Yes yes, we saw i bunch of guys, our ex-sch mates, they're having some reunion too. One of them was, is my friend's crush. Opps! haha I've figured out that none of them knew of my existence in Nchs, so much for my anti-social-ness. I was really surprise when they called my name, actually him i think, cause i only met his eye though everyone looked up. Guess my espression was rather sheepish, what can you expect when you didn't even expect them to recognise your existence.

Ya so why did HE have to call my name? I did have a crush on him but i very much refused to admit that and i think i did a fairly good job of covering that up. Sry abt tt galfriends, for keeping. It's over anw. So afterall in that 4 yrs he actually knew my existence. How stupid i was. I seriously think I'm gng through the exact same phase here, now, in jc. To kinda like someone, but shying away from that person. Maybe i'll regret but it turned out well so far. I've experienced it once anw, *eye roll* I'll rather things stay how it is now, where he don't know that i actually get to see him everyday weekday. Don't know about my existence that is. HA! I should have seen him during pae, but jae is fine too. =)

Back to galfriends. We camwhored aft tt. I don't have the photos caused it's not my camera tt snapped that pics. Even if i have the photos, i would probably be threatened to not post the pics. I wonder why, you, my galfriends are all pretty ppl. What's there to be 'IDK?'.

Ros- Now sooooo slender. Hello you could fit in to be a model in Singapore, SLENDER!

Sm- Huge eyes that sparks. And now which only looks into tt guy of yours. Galfriends don't cry.

Mich- Sporty, tanned, tall. Boohoo. I know your suitors out there. Good qualities but ya know, noone's perfect.

I had my fair share too. Muahaha. I love ya, galfriends! Hang out often. XD

Yesterday, i went to orchard to get my new tennis shoes. That place's a costly but it's the best place to shop. Everything's there. Then had to babysit my 7 yr old cousin when both my mum and aunt when for some scap treatment. For good health, poor excuse, you just can't wait to leave your son. And so I brought tt boy to shop. Who knows he got stuck to the transformer books in Kinokuniya and refused to move an inch from the shelves where his robots' books were. I seriously need a Y chromosome to understand robots. Worried tt he would get lost and then facing his over-protective mum, I actually stoned there for a good one hour after figuring out that i looked stupid reading picture books. Enough of that, i lure him out of his machine fantasy with ice-cream.

I should have thought of THAT EARLIER! So we went to get ice-cream. When we were way away from shops, his irritating Y chromosome started to act agn. He wanted drink. Can't he just give me some peace with Edward! So we went the one and only long way to get him drink, while he tugged on my already so short dress as we walked, almost lifting it up. Gawd. I was indeed over the imaginary rainbow when our moms finished and decided to go home sweet home. Edward!

It's time for me to catch up with school work i supposed. Make full use of the term break. But, how am i able to force myself to refrain from Edward. I know it's stupid but i couldn't help it, idiot!

I am focused now, i betcha! haha

Who wants to NERD with me =) Options open!

Kay, that's enough time off him alr. So much that i missed him alr.

bye you, yes you. haha =)

loves

2008-08-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hurray!

For my mom bought tt Dorothy Perkins' top/dress tt i wanted since 9 Aug for me! =) I LOVE MUMMY! I really do, even if she doesn't buy me anything. Mummy's my everything. Haha

I'm seriously tired of school, school work and life. No worries, i'm not gonna die just yet. I've yet to talk to tt special someone. =)))

2008-08-10T00:57:00.010+08:00

There's smth wrong with the order of the pics and i'm too lazy to change. So figure it out yaself ya?

2008-08-10T00:57:00.008+08:00

Introducing... The Utimate Unagi!!!

Camwhoring with Unagi!

Unagi in the park ^^

At Gandma's.

Then off to Marine Parade to SHOP!

Love this dress. But figures out tt I'm broke. So...yea, no dress.

With my beautiful sweater on. =)

Camwhoring in the toilet.

My sis with Unagi for dinner, when we just had it for lunch.

With my Mom!

Finally... My National day Prezzies.

Happy 43th Birthday Singapore!!! XOXO

2008-08-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

That mesmerizing view, that alluring presence. My answers, my doubts, my thoughts. I wonder when... or will it ever come true. I'll wait.

2008-08-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

Here Here Here

Looks who's the V.I.P. dudes!

Watched Singfest! Enjoyed Singfest! Gotten HIGH over Singfest! Swear i'll be back agn for Singfest 09!!!

Damn I'm so in love with live concerts now! I love all the stars, the hunks and babes!!! Jason Mraz, Jamie Scott, One Republic, Panic At The Disco, Stacie Orrico, Rick Astley, Pussy Cat Dolls and finally Alicia Keys!!! =) =) =)

My Pretty, cool, awesome Singfest T-shirt!!! Muahahaha

2008-08-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

I finally decided to blog! Isnt that a good thing?

huh huh?

Figured out tt some ppl out there would probably miss my precious, wise words. HAHA

Here's a brief intro abt myself:

1. I'm a BIG time slacker in my cca, tennis girls

2. I'm finally free on Sats, but not for long

3. I'm having two consecutive ballet classes on Suns

4. I bought a pair of specs today (finally achieved 75 degrees aft 17 yrs!) I think i would look damn weird in specs, have never in my life worn one. Will be collecting my bronze specs on Wed!

5. Bought an addidas bag today, a pink one

6. Went for hair treatment today too, the hairdresser was damn good looking. Haha He thought i was in Sec sch. lol is that a good or a bad thing?

7. Bought a special prezzie for my gg.

8. Had lunch at Ichiban and mos dinner.

9. Camwhored on the car

10. Guess i will only visit tt Chinese doctor for my poor feet tmr since it was impossible to get him today. Yes, i sorta sprained it during pe lesson. Had a netball friendly with another class, the girls were super violent can! They elbowed, pushed and etc. Be gentle girls, you're born a girl!

My camwhore pics! Lol

2008-06-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

Today I saw an old man and a sexy young bitch at ROM.

Father and Daughter? Definitely not.

Husband and Wife? Probably. ROM lehhh.

Just a visit? I don't think so.

To register? Most probably. Maybe he's wife's dead.

Bitch: I only want his money. He's not gonna live for long anyway. After that i can have my freedom back, with my pocket filled!

Old man: Who cares if she's after my money. All I want is sex. Just make me happy till I step into my coffin.

This definitely is a win-win situation!

Who cares! It's NOMB!!!

So random.

2008-04-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

Gossip, Gossip, Gossip

I don't know what else to blog. BLAH!

2008-03-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

Rock bottom!

Today sucks. I'm failing my maths test, probably a zero for i-don't-know-what reasons. The questions were easy, Yes they were, but i don't know why i just can't solve it at that point of time. Hey ho! I'm failing my 1st test i've ever had in jc, TERRIBLY! Can life get any worst than this? Of course! Everything seems to be out of place these days. Everything not planned for happened. The expected didn't show. It feels as though I've been taking things for granted all along, and now that they're gone, i feel empty. Emptiness sucks big time! Hopefully, tmr will be better. Things will no longer be the same. I guess adapting is all i can do or is there some other choice? Everybody seems comfortable with their positions and surroundings, all except me. You are definitely gng upside-down, my world. I'm gna read stories now. Perhaps Cinderella. Bring me to eutopia...

2008-03-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

A meanie like me surrounded by kindies!
I'm wondering why people around me are so kind to me even when i'm such a devil. Here's one example.
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:what do u like?
Sexy Exotic says:nth
Sexy Exotic says:haha
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:wah...
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:do u haev a dream?
Sexy Exotic says:no
Sexy Exotic says:haha
Sexy Exotic says:i dont have anything
Sexy Exotic says:aimless
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:want to help u here. but i guess i'm clueless.
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:i can help ppl achieve dreams but i can't build it for them.
Sexy Exotic says:haha
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:(: u will get it some day la.
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:i can only promise that when u have one ,i'll definitely help u work towards that goal.
Sexy Exotic says:thank you!
Sexy Exotic says:=)
Je'Marcus - soulful music. Run those fingers on the fretboard! Soloing like Slash(GnR) hopefully. says:(: anything for u
Sweeeet right. Yea, hopefully these are sincere words.

Btw, I'm gna pick up sexy exotic dance with my galfriend. Then we're gna rule the dance floors of the various pubs when we hit 18. Weeee. We're gna be irresistable! Such a pity that I have to endure another yr in a jc after i turn 18, well... that means no night life since i have to get up early every morning for school. How sick can that get, when my galfriend can actually do wonders to her hair, perhaps dye it pink? and i'll have to keep that goody-two-shoes image! Argh! Life is just unfair!!! I am a goody goody kinda girl, it's just that school has too much restrictions and i hate it, ALOT.

On a lighter note, there's gna be a mc outing next wkend. I'm looking forward to it, so the J2s you better be able to make it.

That's all. Continue being kind cus I Lurve it >.<

2008-03-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

Okay I changed my mind.

JC IS FUN AFTERALL. Activities on Friday totally rocks, some. I like dinner though i didn't really ate cause I was laughing throughout the whole dinner. Disco was cool, except that half of my class guys actually stoned throughout the whole session. They have got no night life mannn.

Don't feel like blogging today. That's all. =)

2008-03-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

I HATE JC LIFE! I HATE JC LIFE! I HATE JC LIFE! I HATE JC LIFE!

I rly do wanna go to poly cause jc life totally sucks, sucks the hell out of me. Today's camp was so damn ARGH!!! It's like meaningless la, totally REDUNDENT!!! There's another course i went to, empowerU, it's like BILLION times better than this, no, even more than that. This totally sucks. Why? Firstly, it's a damn ass waste of time. Secondly, we get scoldings all the time, and even chased out. Well we did pay for it, and that @#*% instructor actually stopped the whole thing and asked the whole student body to go home. WTH!!! Nevermind that, cause i don't mind going home early. I would rather be sleeping than do all these silly, dumb ass activities. If it's not compulsory, i wouldn't even think of stepping into sch tmr! ARGH!

2008-03-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

Today, I made abt 6 new friends.

I seriously only remembered those six names, those which i don't, sry you're not my friend yet. Wahaha, wonder how evil i can get. There's more to come...

One of my friend is damn weird, she's a LESBIAN, more of a bisexual. When girls get together, we normally discuss abt guys who we think are cute. Guess what! She talked abt how "shuai" some girls in ny are, butch that is. And she actually get nervous and all excited when she saw her crush- A BUTCH! OHH MIII GAWD!!! Not that i oppose such behaviour, but it's just damn weird when a girl is talking to me abt girls and not guys!

A brief report on my ct. There's like only 6 girls and 19 guys in my class. 19 guys! I'm seriously not happy, read my expression =( Wna know why? cause they're seriously not cute. I'm deprived! Not that I'm desperate or what. School is sure gna be dry for the next 2 yrs, unless they are uber fun kinda ppl. From what I've observed so far, they can't make it. Wahaha. Told you I'm damn evil. The guys in my class love to stone. Is that a trend now? Stoning? I love to stone at times, but NOT during the RUGBY MATCH! DUHHHH!!! Oh ya, there's another guy who looks like the rat in the movie, ratatouille. REALLY, i swear. Then during pe i told that guy from taiwan, forgot his name, about my new discovery, he said i was damn evil too. We did have a good laugh abt it though. Oh, there's another girl friend i made, she made it into nyjc but you know what! i bet you don't, HAHA. She's appealing to poly!!! Ppl are CRAZY nowadays mannn. So most probably she's leaving cause a poly will never reject smart ppl. So, aft she's gone, there will be only 5 girls left. WTH!!! ARGH!

Enough of that. There's a burning qn i have. If you are a girl, do you have times when you feel like bitching and flirting like totally? I do, seriously. Haha, beats me. Actually it could be rly fun too, though I've never tried that before. Perhaps i should, soon, before i rly get a boyfriend and get myself commited. Anw, who ever gets commited at this age. Stead=just for fun, laughter, peace and joy. Haha. Evil me agn. Think i should stop here before i get rly evil and piss everyone who's reading this post off! WAHAHAHA

I'm the evil devil. Becareful, I will bite!

Simply irresistable!

2008-02-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

Yay! I finally found some cute guys in NY!!!

Really had some pure fun during the rugby game today =) Can't wait till the next lesson which is like a week away... I'm seriously dreading for it! And to ZY: Valentine's day is definitely not a waste of time. Just because you didn't have a partner to go lovey dovey with, doesn't mean it's redundant LUH! Haha. No offence.

My mom brought my skirt of alteration and you know what, it's damn short, for a school skirt la, but it's still considered long for an outing skirt. Imagine... haha. I love mini-skirts ALOT! Don't you find them uber sweet? I'm not sure if that length is allow in school, so i'll just pray hard that I won't be caught in it. Nah, I don't have such conservative parents who would restrict my clothings. In fact, they bought me most of my minis. I'm indeed glad and lucky to have such "in" parents of the 21st century. =) I LOVE MUMMY and DADDY.

There's seriously ALOT of pretties in NY. Gawd!!! And there's seriously not enough cute guys to go arnd, they are rare species in NY. Haha. Can't wait to matchmake michyeo with ahem! I really do hope it will work between them though, cause i think they are made for each other. WAHAHA! sense the evilness.

That's all for today.

"I almost had you, but it didn't matter cause I almost loved you." Don't you find this sentence uber cool? That's my attitute dude! Haha!

2008-02-20T06:22:00.000+08:00

I'm certainly touched. Thank you.

Michyeo welcome back!!! Love ya, bitch. I'm staying in ny, no more thoughts of appealing anymore. Unless you do so. =)

The orientation for JAE students is only a day! What's the rush all abt. I wanna a new og, an og which has rly strong bonding. All i can do in this past few weeks was to admire other ogs when they organised outings, barbeques, etc AS AN OG!!! The og I'm in is a total ARGH!!! SSLG i'm not referring to you, do you agree with me? I bet you do when you got jealous of their buffet gatherings.

I saw ny jc's uniform. The skirts are so damn long!!! It could be wore as a tube dress, seriously. I must start to try to like ny's uniform, since i'm gna be in it for 2 yrs. Gawd! Think of the facilities, kdia. Oh that's better. Ahhhh!

I changed my phone! It's a touch phone, LG KU990. =) I'm totally in love with it, uber cool. Are you jealous???

I'm rly gna miss my clique, we're all gng in different directions. The smarty pants are gng tj and the ever dumb me in ny... Life couldn't get any worst than this. Nvm that. Will strive hard to meet them in NUS. We'll be meeting often won't we? Ice cream by the riverside!!! Don't forget that, you've promised me.

I wanna ICE SKATE!!! haven't been to the ring for more than a yr alr!!! It's been like forever. Company please. Hate ppl telling me that it's too far. Plu..ease, how big can Singapore get. Duh. I love travelling, even if it's just arnd this small island. I don't mind.

Those who owe me my present, the interest rate is rising mind you. Hopefully, you guys see it and Ahem asap!!

I've got like trouble catching up with the subjects. Why? Firstly, I'm too lazy. Secondly, I can't be bothered. Thirdly, no motivation!!! So help. I need tuition.

Gng to the post office ltr to get some things done. Meeting yf ltr to get some things done.

Anw, I'll pray hard to see some new handsome faces and hot hunks tmr. If not, life in ny would be so dry, even ice lemon tea can't help. This is the senario in ny: So many babes but not a single hunk. Sometimes i do feel intimidated, jealous and etc... wondering why there're so many pretties especially in ny but I'm not one of them. How frustrating! I'm so damn average. tsk! I must say that i rly pity the pretties in ny, no ideal steads unless they wna tolerate a below-standard-guy. At least you know they won't flirt as much cause they've got no ability to. oooh, no wonder handsome guys go for ugly girls and sexy girls go for ugly guys. It's a matter of security. icic. Luckily I'm so damn average, ugly to an extend? So hunks... AHEM. =) I'll be good.

Bye! I'm gna wait for my hunk to contact me. =)

2008-01-31T09:06:00.000+08:00

For HE is back! <333

I am happy. I am excited. I am worried. I am thrilled. I am comforted. I am hopeful. I am concerned. I am curious. I am not at ease. I am thankful. I am ecstatic. I am disappointed. I am anxious. I am uncertain. I am rebellious. I am engrossed. I am intrigued. I am attracted. I am hesitant. I am provoked. I am nervous. I am anguish. I am agonized. I am inferior. I am powerless. I am impulsive. I am devoted. I am contented. I am worked up. I am pathetic. I am playful. I am elated.

For You're back, I am bursting with all sorts of feelings but lifelessness.

Guy, you've certainly confused my feelings. One thing I'm rly sure is that I still do feel for you, do you feel the same for me? Hur? JERK, can you stop disappointing me? Once and for all? Settle down pleaseee. Forget it. It's mission IMPOSSIBLE!!! You SUCKER!!!

Just tell me when you've finally decided to settle down. Sry for rejecting, I know very well that you're not ready for a relationship. Guess you'll never be ready. Happy flirting, ASSHOLE!!!

For you're back. =) cheers

2008-01-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

Is it you that I'm looking for?

I love today's dance alot! Its super girly and cool. A total 'sch-gal' sorta dance. I love the hip hop teacher, he's always smiling. =) This i gotta agree with ah-fat, to have a boyfriend who always smiles and has a rly sweet smile isn't a bad thing aftall. No, not that he's my boyfriend, but i gotta admit that he rly has got a attractive smile and body too. haha. I will miss hip hop lesson dearly. =( Especially the teacher and his creative moves. But I've figured out that I don't have time for it. Busy Dizzy!!! There's like a concert this yr, so my june holiday will be totally packed with rehersals. Good luck to me!!

Oh, I went for an outing today with stan and dav. =) Had a great time! Neoprints!!! Haha.

That's all today. =) nights.

2008-01-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

Im not into it. Im sry.

I'll either break down, cry in joy or feel nth tmr. That's as good as not saying anything. Haha

I'll slp well tonight so I will have the energy to celebrate, cry or stone tmr. Tmr, tmr, tmr. Tsk tsk tsk. Tmr sucks!

2008-01-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

I seriously HECK CARE alr.

Ignore me all you want! Anw, thank you michyeo for enlightening me. You just made my day! =)

Oh ya, why are girls always interested in the guys im interested in. Do I rly have such 'common' taste??? Fine, since someone (you know I'm mentioning ya) once mentioned that I've got bad taste, perhaps i rly do. Oh man, agreeing with you sucks! That means you're a rly lousy, yucky guy lah, cause a person like me actually likes (liked) you! HAHAHAHA Upon this discovery, I have decided that i should change my taste. how? Kill my taste buds, perhaps.

Can someone tell me what is 'good taste'? What kinda guys are considered good? hmmm, dont ever tell me it's you. HAHA I believe my dad is one. =) I love my dad, oh so i HAVE good taste afterall.

The day after tmr, I'm not talking abt that movie, I'll know if wishing fountains rly do fulfill wishes. I hope they do. Seriously, I don't know why some ppl are freaking out, or am I just too emotionless??? I won't feel a thing until its my turn to recieve my result. Anw, good luck to my loves out there! SS laogong, Good Luck! =) Lolligals Good Luck! =) Breadwoman Good Luck! =) Buddies Good Luck! =) Sistas Good Luck! =) Gays Good Luck! =) YungAn-ers Good Luck! =) Edgefielders Good Luck! =) Tally, Rabbit Good Luck! =) Finally to those not mentioned (sry) Good Luck! =)

Yay, I'm done. night night.

2008-01-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

I think I'm being ignored lately. =(

It's okay! cause I have my laogong to lean back on. XOXO Tried picking up cantonese fr sslg today. It was damn funny can! The only phrase I'm rly sure abt is " shao sang, chao bak guai " Guess what it means. haha. I totally love that phrase, it's to warn those bitches to stop sucking up MY SS laogong. hahahaha. "Laogong, o oi lei!! " =)

GAWD!! Can't believe I'm saying all these stuffs. Eeeewwww.

bb.

2008-01-21T15:22:00.000+08:00

All eyes on me. Only me.

Puppy love is the coolest feeling one would ever have. Who cares abt long-lasting love, do things ever last in the 21st century?? NO, thought its a sad sad truth.

3 great things abt puppy love:

1st: You'll never get bored, cause before you do, you would have alr fell for another.

2nd: You'll never get heartbroken or have those stupid jealousy kinda feeling, cause you would have lost interest in him before he ever leaves you, plus you know you'll never be with him for more than a certain period, so who cares!

3rd: Puppy love is the best past time in one's teenage life.

Yay!! That's how great puppy love is, you won't have to carry any responsibility nor do you have to be tied down. So i rly pity those above 18 cause you're no longer a teen ( you know im referring to ya) Good luck in the complicated world outside my lala-land!

Thats all for today. Nights and sweet dreams. =)

2008-01-20T15:46:00.000+08:00

Out-of-sch life is much much more interesting!!!

Cant wait to roam the various beaches of sentosa with my babes! Fun, laughter, peace and joy.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!!! They are mine, so get lost you snatchers!

You can be mine if you want! Welcome =)

2008-01-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

IM NOT SEEKING ATTENTION. I dont need to anw.
sch is boring, it will always be boring, forever boring. I believe it will remain this way as long as Im studying. Wild roses dont kill boredom, sad to say that.
Actually, there are many things im depressed abt.
No.1 Ive got a friend who is so lame, you would just simply wish that you're sitting down.
No.2 There is totally nth to look forward to except boring lectures and seminars.
No.3 There is no eye candies nor hunks.
No.4 The canteen doesnt even provide edible stuffs.
No.5 My sch is a gay-les sch.
No.6 There are too many pieces of homework.
No.7 I've got no one to like.
No.8 The ccas sucks.
No.9 I'm awfully depressed and disgusted abt everything.
For all the reasons above, I HATE SCH!!!
end of story. goodbye.

The G word

2008-01-01T08:48:00.000+08:00

The G word

Kdia: Lets talk abt gigolo today.

Min: well looks lyk u are interested in this topic huh?

Kdia: Well of course. Are you one?

Min: I wish to become a guy so that I can become one.

Gen: I want to become a gigolo, just have to put on more condoms and that's my job.

Kdia: Cool...... To earn at the same time? That's not a bad idea at all.

Min: You wanna be my first customer?

Gen: Go for sex change first. Then, I will use $50 to slap your face every hr.

Min: I dont know leh.

Kdia: Make sure you've got plenty of $50 notes.

Gen: Let's discuss abt the must-haves of a gigolo.

Kdia: Must be handsome of course.

Min: Must have a Hot Body.

Gen: AND! must have experience!

Kdia: Sure.

Gen: Have to be hygenic also!

Kdia: The rate must be cheap. For cheap women like Min and blackie.

Min: Im speechless man! Too bad blackie is not here to protect her reputation.

Gen: (In the toilet now)

Kdia: Actually guys are cheaper than girls.

Min: Why?

Kdia: Cause girls dont sex with just anyone. Unlike guys.

Min: I know who you are talking abt.

Kdia: you sure?

Min: You want me to say out the name?

Kdia: No thank you.

Min: Clue no.1. Always flirting with you.

Gen: Clue no.2. Friendly to all girls.

Kdia: Stop!

Min: Clue no.3.

Kdia: HEY!!! Dont friend you alr!

Min: Our friendship ended ever since you said I was a cheap woman.

Kdia: Kay fine, expensive woman.

Gen: I'll rather be a worthless woman.

Min: You're alr one.

Kdia: Exactly.

Gen: Objection.

Min: Permission to speak.

Gen: ~~worthless~~ priceless

Kdia: Still the same lah = Unwanted.

Gen: Priceless means that nobody can buy me, only I can offer myself.

Kdia: To who?

Gen: Bryan......... Tannnnnnnnnnnnnn........... NO LIU!!

Min: What must a person have so that you will offer yourself willingly?

Gen: Brain. Build. BMW. LOOKS!!

Kdia: I shall end today's conversation with a conclusion. The most important must-haves of a gigolo is LOOKS!

HAHAHAHA.

2007-12-31T15:01:00.000+08:00

We finally got what we wanted after one tiring day of shopping.
Nike shoes, Nike bags, Puma bags and new clothes. Im happy =) Dined out today ( Imperial Treasure Restaurant).
If one were to ask for directions, please ask politely. I've got a 'rude' encounter today, this 'rude guy' gave me a heart attack when he suddenly stuck out his hand to stop me from walking to ask for directions. But rly, even if i know where it is, i would say " Sry, Im not sure. You'll have to check it out YOURSELF" That's the price he have to pay for being rude. HAHA
Mich took a billion years to finish her lunch. She finally admitted that she is 3000 years old. If you're a mango lover, try mango milk ice at the ice monster shop!

I'm alr stuck on him, seriously.

2007-12-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

Hey, im B.A.C.K.
Loads of stuffs happened this holiday. Like the pranks we suffered at workplace, played by those naughty guys who got nth better to do. Its like this, we were trying to stack the cake boxes as high up as possible, but no matter how careful and hard we tried, we never succeed. Why? Some idiot wanted to have some fun, of course. Oh, and there is a guy who looks a little like edison chen, rly cool. He offered us wine and that blackie made me drink her share too. How inconsiderate, it was still working hours girl! I totally love the log cakes! Thank you CC!!! I rly miss the freezer now. It's negative 19 degrees celsius!! Thanks to that temperature, I've got natural blusher, plus a pimple-free face! AH HAH! I wanna live in the north pole!!! I bet it's not gonna last. =(
I cant wait for the new year's countdown, Im sure it's gonna be an unforgettable night. Hopefully, the planned sleepover will not have any last minute changes. We'll have a movie marathon (and a chocolate fondue, pleaseeeee!)
Oh Gen, you made me soooo jealous! To have a handsome, tall, fit, kind and brave guy carry you in public! I WANT ONE TOO!!! Life is sure unfair!
Sch is gonna to start, I'm totally looking forward to the sentosa trip. I seriously dont mind getting sunburn. I was told that my ogl is a gay. Eeeewwww right? i know. =( Why cant my ogl be some prince charming? No stock? Shipped it then! HAHAHA
I seriously dont understand guys. Sometimes i rly hate them.
Outing tmr with girlfriends for school bags. New year=New everything
Yesterday or the day before, my mum asked if I wanna study overseas. Trinity college that is, which means I go abroad next year, study for 3 years and come back with a degree. This question set me thinking for a long time. Then my aunt persuaded my mum not to send me. Damn! Anw my mum would definitely still send me overseas to complete my studies in dance and music. She reminded me this morning. Thank you but I'm not sure if I wanna further my studies in dance and music. I know she want me to and eventually she will still find her way to force me into it, that's what she has been doing these years. Poor me and it's for my own good. blah blah blah.
I will only get my pay next week so I'm still broke now, sorta, cause I loan $300 from my parents. HA! My parents applied a card for me. =) But it's my money I'm spending. =( What's the use. It's the thought that counts? yayaya...
That's all for todayyy. cya soon =)